I don't know it if is the crazy winter weather (snow on Saturday now it is nearly 50 degrees) or just my turn but I am getting sick.
I am not quite there (sick) yet...still fighting it and refusing to give in.
So here I am pushing along trying to keep my mind occupied and work towards my goals.
Problem is my brain is fuzzy, my energy is zapped and all I really want to do is lay in bed and veg with a good black & white movie.
It's not happening.
Hubby needs to sleep so as not to disturb him I am out in the living room, on my laptop (black and white movie on) but I am pushin' on, trying to accomplish something...anything so that I don't feel like a waste.
If you cannot be sick the right way, that means the least I can do is attempt to be productive.
My heart just isn't in it.
Days go by and I am getting closer but I am not quite there yet.
Yesterday I enthusiastically signed up to write for a new site but only got as far as my profile.
Tomorrow evening I have my first real night of work after training the other day. I am still hoping to find a work-from-home steady job.
I need to get everything in place before I go forward and a part of me is procrastinating.
I need to do some adjustments to my computer (ugh), sign up for a landline and purchase equipment.
I spent 6 weeks this past fall as a call center rep working from home.
It was hell.
It was nice to wear pajamas to work and not worry about the rising cost of gas.
I no longer have a car so working outside the home is going to be a challenge. Working from home is really my best shot at my husband being able to give up his second job. I considered taking public transportation or a cab but at $9 an hour I cannot afford it.
Yup. Tomorrow I am going to stop procrastinating and get busy making this work-from-home stuff work.
For the rest of the night I will rest and tomorrow, hopefully, the bodyaches, stuffy head and lack of energy will be gone.
I have lots to do and no time to be sick.